Here

I feel like I'll turn & see you sitting behind me but I won't turn coz I know you won't be there. I, so cleary remember watchin you by the candlelight, playing with the flames and then settling down beside it, quietly looking at me and for a change your eyes not probing my face for signs of deception but just looking at me, calmly with a serene confidence, telling me that you trusted me and that you weren't judging me. The flame flickered but your eyes, they were unblinking, you hypnotized me. I could've kept looking into your eyes through the night. I'm glad I got out of the spell and sat beside you.

Reality takes over as time passes and memories fade. The candle lies yonder but there's no flame. I won't turn around for I know you're not there but then again you needn't be, you're deep inside me somewhere.